Sunday, December 17, 2023

david waltner-toews | if he were born today: christmas, 1974

winter night in palestine
clean and cold as polished steel

arabs rest their sheep
among rocks and thistles
like a patch of scruffy spring snow
on the hillside

somewhere behind them
in a desert cave
a small fire holds the vengeant night
at bay
men and women commune with clammy handshakes
and guns: the bread of death

below the shepherds
Israeli soldiers patrol the occupied city
stop to fidget at a small bar--
a sign at the city gate reads:
all arabs must register 
with the military authorities
in the city of their birth

the shepherds, remembering the sign
joke about it;
they were born in tents
they do not leave their sheep

suddenly a rocket
sleek as a sacrificial blade
splits the belly of silence above them
exploding, shrieking into the streets below;
the streets answer with gunfire rattle
boots running on concrete
trucks
searchlights against the hills

the shepherds huddle behind a rock
their sheep are bleating, bleating

more rattle of guns
the bleating stops

lights out, motors choke into silence
boots stomp back to the bar
nervous laughter curls up like smoke
incense to the unspeaking
mask of night

down a cobbled alley
from the bar
in a small lean-to
anxious, calloused hands
are pushing some goats away
from their manger
nearby, on a bed of dirty straw
a palestinian woman groans
pushing with all her prayerful might
against the pain in her belly