Tuesday, March 30, 2021

found poem 2021

Ordinary things in the world interested Chardin. That doesn’t sound rare, but, oh, it is. 

pizza burrito,
grass hoover,
skinny bee;
geographically angry snorkeling accoutrement,
antipodean stablemate,
the nervous chihuahua effect,
shiny crumb,
saddle chips, the ones that all sit together in the tube,
and a really REALLY wet salad.

Don't worry, I never assume things are going to be okay.

Watermelon sugar
Save your tears
Mood
Mood is last cause
it's over played
Watermelon sugar
is by Harry styles so
of course it's first
And save your tears
is a bop

Here is a question: does a man love a woman or, to be specific and to be precise, does Bill love Diane? The interesting and critical response to this question is: No! He is obsessed and infatuated with her. He is loony and crazy about her. That is not the love of steak and lettuce, of electron and proton and neutron.

Monday, March 29, 2021

jenny odell | the bureau of suspended objects

As a visual artist, I've long had an appreciation of doing nothing - or, more properly, making nothing. I had been known to do things like collect hundreds of screenshots of farms or chemical-waste ponds from Google Earth, cutting them out and arranging them in mandala-like compositions. In The Bureau of Suspended Objects, a project I did while in residence at Recology SF, I spent three months photographing, cataloging, and researching the origins of two hundred discarded objects. I presented them as a browsable archive in which people could scan a handmade tag next to each object and learn about its manufacturing, material, an corporate history. At the opening, a confused and somewhat indignant woman turned to me and said, "Wait . . . so did you actually make anything? Or did you just put things on shelves?" I often say that my medium is context, so the answer was yes to both.

Part of the reason I work this way is because I find existing things infinitely more interesting than anything I could possibly make. The Bureau of Suspended Objects was really just an excuse for me to stare at the amazing things in the dup - a Nintendo Power Glove, a jumble of bicentennial-edition 7UP cans, a bank ledger from 1906 - and to give each object the attention it was due. 

... A more recent project that acts in a similar spirit is Scott Polach's Applause Encouraged, which happened at Cabrillo National Monument in San Diego in 2015. On a cliff overlooking the sea, forty-five minutes before the sunset, a greeter checked guests in to an area of foldout seats formally cordoned off with red rope. They were ushered to their seats and reminded not to take photos. They watched the sunset, and when it finished, they applauded. Refreshments were served afterward.

Jenny Odell, "How To Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy"

Website: The Bureau of Suspended Objects

Sunday, March 28, 2021

index | photos

my photos 
other photographers listed below

2020
mar 7   garry point

2014
nov 11  mushrooms
feb 6     measure for measure outtakes 2

2013
nov 27  agm chairs
nov 16  red blinds
nov 15  street light
nov 14  moon cloud
nov 11  blue sky moon
nov 10  flower vase
nov 7    centre street
nov 6    rooftop snow
nov 5    yellow leaves
nov 3    shirt, wardrobe
oct 30   coke bottle
oct 28   fire leaves
oct 28   langton at dusk
oct 26   red leaves
oct 25   pink girl *
oct 24   blinds
oct 23   window, yellow room  *
oct 22   city hall
oct 21   chair, regent college
oct 20   foot bridge, whistler  *
aug 24  memento mori, river road
aug 17  tower cinema, sacramento
aug 15  gas, ashland
aug 14  pharmacy liquor
äug 13  oswald west
aug 13  cannon beach
aug 12  flag, border crossing
jul 26   walkway, horseshoe bay  
jul 5     dedward evill
jul 5     flags
jun 30  tent meeting
may 25 posters, glass door  *
may 21 above the dining room table
may 21 bible jackets  *
may 11 spring fence
may 3  cones
apr 24  above santiago
apr 20  wall + 4 windows | pichilemu 
apr 18  bodega jesus
apr 17  roadside mary
apr 17  lonquimay houses  *

2012
dec 30  east van moving
oct 21   alleys
oct 19   man on 33rd
sep 29  spitfire grill outtakes
may 14 white rock, closing time
may 14 london drugs pavement
may 13 wall, flowers, blue glass *
may 13 safeway
may 10 wall street painter
may 6  value village balloons
may 5  bandidas taqueria *
apr 26  ladder

2011
oct 19   re:union
sep 14  steps
sep 9    blinds + curtain
sep 4    english bay *, branches/house variationsfire exitdaisies
aug 31  revolver
aug 21  hamlet camp
aug 10  neon sacramento
aug 10  drive-through, sacramento
aug 8    sonoma coast
aug 6    ashland *
jul 31    snack bar
jul 15    vancouver canadians
mar 25 + 30  calgary + rosebud *
mar 21  jesus hopped the 'a' train | blue series *
mar 21  jesus hopped the 'a' train | orange series *

2010
ongoing  mobile uploads | facebook
nov 4    pacific theatre | playland
nov 1    all saints day
oct 14   los angeles + valencia
oct 7     beverly hills
oct 5     sherman oaks, disneyland
sep 21   found wanting | betty spackman installation **
sep 14   piers, tunstall bay *
sep 6     resplendently unnecessary *
sep 1     sunflowers **
aug 21   road trip | bc to alberta
aug 16   east of camrose *
aug 2    pictures of painting
aug 1    shadows & dreams | twelfth night
jul 30    iphone pictures
jul 22    i did 25 things today
jul 15    steveston, railway
jul 14    pacific theatre | the last 5 years
jul 13    tree sap, back yard
jul 2      pacific theatre | godspell
jun 18   pacific theatre | godspell musicians
jun 1     seppo's automotive **
may 15  bike
may 13  godspell, dressing room
apr 19    empire state building
apr 18    east village, nyc
apr 16    wall street, ground zero *
apr 15    broadway
apr 15    jazz, central park
apr 15    subway
apr 14    midtown, morning *
apr 14    staten island ferry *
apr 14    greenwich village
apr 13    carnegie deli
apr 13    castle, central park
apr 13    taxi
apr 4      pacific theatre: refuge of lies set model
feb 27    olympics
jan 28    odds & ends since summer

2009
dec 26   boxing day, calgary **
dec 25   christmas day, calgary
dec 21   christmas, calgary
dec 21   pacific theatre | more wardrobe photos
dec 18   pacific theatre | the lion, the witch & the wardrobe
dec 17   ridge theatre
nov 28  blood alley
nov 9    leaves, shaughnessy
nov 7    Wall, Mexican Restaurant, Ferndale *
nov 4    Tait Elementary, under the bushes
oct 31   barn, hwy 10 near hwy 99 *
oct 18   needles, sidewalk
oct 7     pacific theatre | judas rehearsals
Sep 26: Richmond shed, wall
Sep 15: Covers for "The Furniture Of Heaven"
Aug 15: Woodstock on Fourth Avenue **
Jul 31: Palo Alto, Saratoga **
Jul 30: San Francisco **
Jul 25: River Road, Richmond
Jul 23: Daisies, 12th Avenue
Jul 15: Fool's Tongue
Jul 9: Tracks, White Rock
Jul 9: Messing Around With Camera Bag
Jul 4: Granville Street construction, light *
Jun 21: Orlando *
apr 12  jack's flowers
apr 1    cox bay *
feb 24  turlock, san francisco

2008
dec 26  boxing day **
dec 25  christmas day
dec       december
dec       christmas tree safari
dec 4    bowen island
dec 3    bowen island
oct 12   pacific theatre | mourning dove
Feb 17: Finn Slough and Blundell Road *
Feb 3: Moncton Street
Feb 3: Steveston
Jan 29: Broadway slush

2007
Dec 30: Christmas Lights
Dec 19: Vancouver
Dec 13: Fairhaven (morning) *
Dec 13: Fairhaven (evening)
Dec 6: Jericho Arts Centre
Dec 2: Snow, Fifth Avenue *
Dec 1: Snow
Nov 25: Richmond girl, construction
Nov 24: Steveston wall
Nov 16: St Louis *
Nov 12: tarp, Dan & Morris
Nov 10: Finn Slough **
Nov 10: Pumpkin Field *
Nov 2: Regent College
Oct 27: Semiahmoo
Oct 26: Semiahmoo
Oct 26: Fairhaven
Oct 19: Burrard, windshield **
Oct 15: Langley leaves
Oct 7: Calgary reeds
Oct 4: Calgary morning *
Oct 3: Calgary evening *
Sep 8: English Bay
Sep 7: Ambleside, Stanley Park freighters
Sep 1: No. 2 Road Bridge *
Aug 31: Kitsilano
Aug 29/30: Brakhage roses *
Aug 22: from VGH
Aug 18: Night Market *
Aug 18: Steveston shadows, sky
May 27: No. 2 Road
May 14: Remnants *
May 12: Greenhouse, No. 2 Road Bridge
Apr 23-25: NYC

other photographers

richard avedon

tom balke
tom balke | wickaninish
tom balke | turkey
tom balke | pacific rim

richard bram | street photography

stefan draschan | people matching artworks


david emond | elemental

france freeman | iphone photos
france freeman | signs

greg girard | under vancouver

stephanie gengotti | cirque


haas, baden, drake | three photos from an exhibition

kirsten hively | project neon

anthony f. ingram | instagram photos

matt oswalt | quarantine city

will rafuse | signs (paintings)

rosa rendl

andrew stillwell | woodcuts


various | urban trekking

Wednesday, March 24, 2021

kate | dear mr keillor


Dear Mr. Keillor,

When I was a little girl, my father would take me on Saturday night to the McDonald’s to buy Happy Meals and he timed it so that we listened to PHC. So all those precious alone times in the car with him, you were there too, and I grew up loving you both so much.

My dad died unexpectedly this year. He fell and hit his head in just the wrong way and there was nothing anyone could do. I was lucky that at least I got to sit next to him in his hospital room for a few hours as he died. When I ran out of things to say, I read him the Writer’s Almanac.

I loved my dad so much, and there was so much about him I didn’t understand. I think he loved me and I know there was so much about me he didn’t understand. There was so much we couldn’t say to one another, but we both liked you.

I always wanted to send one of those greeting messages from me to him during the show — but I could never think of anything clever enough. And then the show went off the air and now he’s dead. But when I read your words, I always feel like it’s the three of us again.

Please keep writing,
Kate
 
*

Kate, I thank you for your letter, which is completely mysterious to me and also beautiful, like an October sunset. I’m stunned. I didn’t understand my dad and we didn’t have much to say to each other, but I have clear memories of the time he took me with him to New York when I was eleven. My mother made him take me, but I loved being alone with him and seeing the city. He’d been stationed here during WWII, a Minnesota farm boy in uniform in Manhattan, and he told me about those good years. He was worried about losing me in crowded places and so he held my hand, the only time in my life I remember him doing that. My other memory of him is of taking my little three-year-old daughter to visit him as he lay dying. She grabbed for his big toe under the blanket, and he moved his foot away from her hand and she was delighted by this game of hide-and-seek. She kept trying to grab it and he pulled it away and finally she got hold of it and both of them were laughing. She knew nothing about death, and he knew that he’d never know her as a person, but in this little playful encounter they did sense each other’s humorous nature. I feel so privileged to have been that invisible voice that mysteriously drew you and your father together. A great mystery, and it amazes me as it does you.  

GK

from "Pardon me if I talk about back where I'm from"
Garrison Keillor's newletter, March 24, 2021

Thursday, March 04, 2021

david simon | a lonesome death


In February of 1963, twenty-four-year-old William Zantzinger, armed with a toy carnival cane and wrecked on whiskey, made a spectacle of himself at the Spinsters’ Ball at the Emerson Hotel in Baltimore. He was a drunken country mouse in the big city, at a time when the notion of racial equality had barely shown itself in the neighborhood of his father’s tobacco farm. When the hotel’s black waitstaff was slow to serve Zantzinger another drink, he yelled racial epithets at Hattie Carroll, a barmaid and a fifty-one-year-old mother of eleven, and he rapped her on the shoulder with his cane. She became upset, then collapsed and died of a stroke.

Bob Dylan read about the case in the newspaper. He wrote the magnificent “Lonesome Death of Hattie Carroll” with the paper splayed on the table of a Seventh Avenue luncheonette. Zantzinger was then and forever after a master villain.


Twenty-five years later, I tried to interview him for a newspaper story. He was working in a real-estate office (there was an equal-housing sticker on the door), and I found Zantzinger a disappointing lump of a man, with small dark eyes and black hair thinning from behind. The eyes followed me angrily as I offered up my two-sides-to-every-story patter, trying to get him to talk.

“There was a girl come down here from Baltimore five years ago,” he said. “I didn’t talk to her. And one before that. I got nothing to say.”

I tried trashing Dylan: “That son of a bitch libelled you. You could’ve sued his ass for what he did.” Zantzinger smiled. “We were gonna sue him big time. Scared that boy good!” he said. “The song was a lie. Just a damned lie.”

He enjoyed talking about how his lawyer had fired shots across Dylan’s bow. Columbia Records was on the receiving end as well, Zantzinger said, adding that he dropped the idea of a lawsuit because, after being convicted of manslaughter and assault, he’d seen enough of courtrooms and controversy.

By then, too, there was little left of Zantzinger’s reputation. But even a dispassionate reading of the facts of the case leads one to conclude that Dylan took great liberties. Hattie Carroll was not “slain by a cane” that was “doomed and determined to destroy all the gentle,” as Dylan wrote. No physical injury was done to her, nor was there any evidence to suggest lethal intent. The medical examiner’s report—citing Carroll’s enlarged heart and severe hypertension—attributed her death as much to Zantzinger’s verbal abuse as to the tap of his cane. Nor did Zantzinger have “high office relations in the politics of Maryland” to influence the case, as Dylan implied.

Zantzinger ran through all of this. He knew the song and its equivocations. He knew precisely the historical role to which it had consigned him.

“He did some good stuff, I guess,” he said of Dylan. “The blowing-with-the-wind song, that one? But I’m probably not gonna be the best judge. I mean, for me, he’s not much of a singer.”

I told Zantzinger about a note I had found in the old homicide file: “Attached is correspondence from . . . a folksinger in New York who seeks information about the aforementioned case, which was investigated by your agency.” But Dylan’s letter wasn’t attached—snatched, perhaps, as a souvenir, from the police files. But the cover sheet, dated months after the release of “Hattie Carroll,” was telling. Dylan was apparently writing too late to improve his song’s accuracy; his letter was the reaction of a worried young man.


see also "Life after a lonesome death", reprinted in The Guardian on February 25, 2005 
from the original in Mother Jones.

richard mcguire | the yellow house

 

Richard McGuire's illustration for "The Yellow House"
The New Yorker, August 24, 2015

Wednesday, March 03, 2021

garrison keillor | all you possess


The Christian faith sets some very high standards: “Ye cannot be my disciples unless you give up all you possess,” Jesus said, which is disturbing to me as a homeowner with an IRA and a closet full of clothes. The guys sleeping on cardboard in the bus depot — are they former Episcopalians who gave up their apartments for discipleship? Did they used to go out to French restaurants and then to a musical with a big dance number, actors with hands over their heads, singing about a beautiful tomorrow, and one Sunday morning the verse from the Gospel of St. Luke hit them on the head and they gave up materialism? And what did their wives say? Renouncing materialism is not an individual decision: others are involved. Was St. Luke married? 

from Blame it on the internet, why not?

james k.a. smith | i'm throwing in my lot with the poets and the painters

I’m a philosopher. We can’t think our way out of this mess. I'm throwing in my lot with the poets and painters, the novelists and songwriters.

What does it look like to bear witness to the truth in a way that is a tractor beam of the heart rather than a conqueror of the intellect? To write with allure rather than acuity? Writing that is revelatory not because it discloses but because it draws—pulling, enticing, inviting souls that are feeling their way in the dark to grab hold of the hand of grace? I have the sneaky suspicion this looks more like poetry than philosophy, that such work is accomplished more by novelists than theologians. ...

 

I’ve abandoned all hope that we can think our way out of the mess we’ve made of the world. The pathology that besets us in this cultural moment is a failure of imagination, specifically the failure to imagine the other as neighbor. Empathy is ultimately a feat of the imagination, and arguments are no therapy for a failed, shriveled imagination. It will be the arts that resuscitate the imagination.



So I’m back to Proust and literature. If love alone is credible, literature is truer than philosophy. Which is also why I left my post as editor in chief of Comment magazine and assumed my role as editor in chief of Image journal, a community of writers and artists bearing witness at the intersection of art, faith, and mystery. In the spirit of tikkun olam, Judaism’s endeavor to repair the world, I’m throwing in my lot with the poets and painters, the novelists and songwriters. While Plato would exile them from his ideal city, these artists are the unacknowledged legislators of the city of God.
 

“Nothing true can be said about God from a posture of defense.” This insight from Marilynne Robinson’s Gilead has never left me since I first read it. Indeed, the Rev. John Ames, narrator of the novel, looms large in my change of mind. Along with the whiskey priest in Graham Greene’s The Power and the Glory and the country priest in Georges Bernanos’s Diary of a Country Priest, Ames is the literary embodiment of a pastoral relation to truth.



There are layers to this: it’s not so much that I learned new information from this fictional minister, but that Robinson’s invention was more true for me than all my philosophical disquisitions. Her art found a way to say love; her words found a mode of incarnating the grace at the heart of the gospel. The novel, I was realizing, is a better match for the mysteries of mercy embodied in the crucified one now risen.

 

Somehow this is poignantly captured for me in this passage from Gilead, in which Ames, anticipating his death, writes to his young son:

I’d never have believed I’d see a wife of mine doting on a child of mine. It still amazes me every time I think of it. I’m writing this in part to tell you that if you ever wonder what you’ve done in your life, and everyone does wonder sooner or later, you have been God’s grace to me, a miracle, something more than a miracle. You may not remember me very well at all, and it may seem to you to be no great thing to have been the good child of an old man in a shabby little town you will no doubt leave behind. If only I had the words to tell you.

 

The mystery, of course, is that it is precisely the novelist who has found the words. She has found them and sculpted them into a world that now captivates us. The novelist’s prose is its own poetry of allure, akin to Augustine’s “chain of the heart,” drawing us, pulling us, to imagine this world once again as what it is: “a hurtling planet,” as the poet Rod Jellema puts it, “swung from a thread / of light and saved by nothing but grace.”

 

“Lovers are the ones who know most about God,” von Balthasar writes; “the theologian must listen to them.” Such listening best happens, I’ve concluded, in art. God’s profligate grace for prodigals both whispers and shouts in Rembrandt. God’s mystery radiates in the Provençal light of Van Gogh’s painting (and echoes in Julian Schnabel’s film about Vincent, At Eternity’s Gate). God’s mercy for us crooked image bearers is witnessed in the fiction of Flannery O’Connor and Toni Morrison. A longing for God’s justice is the fire that fuels Coltrane’s Love Supreme and even the prodigal passion of James Baldwin. No textbook on practical theology could ever rival the searing picture of the priest’s calling, and humanity’s complexity, in Bernanos’s Diary of a Country Priest. Such art doesn’t try to change our mind, doesn’t try to convince us, but rather effects a subtle conversion of the imagination. I need to see differently before I’ll ever think differently.



There’s a fascinating observation in Oliver O’Donovan’s seminal work The Desire of the Nations that suggests an analogy. Commenting on the societal and systemic effects of Christianity on Western political life, he notes that there were “two frontiers within the Gentile mission: the church addressed society, and it addressed rulers. Its success with the first was the basis for its great confidence in confronting the second.” If Christianity gradually came to make a dent on the institutions of political life, transforming the very dynamics of rule, it was because “Christ has conquered the rulers from below, by drawing their subjects out from under their authority.”
 

This notion of conquering from below resonates with a philosopher in a unique way. After millennia, it remains hard to shake the baseline Platonic picture of the human person in which reason rules the passions and emotions. The rational person is ruled from above, as it were—something on which philosophers have agreed from Plato through Kant. That’s why changing people, changing society, was always taken to be an endeavor of changing people’s minds—to convert them from above.

 

I’m skeptical (and the behavioral economists will back me up). Instead, I think we will convert people from below, from the imagination up. Philosophy doesn’t “speak” imagination. The logician speaks a tongue that’s foreign to the heart. Poetry and literature and painting are a glossolalia that the imagination hears in its own language. And in our imagining, we may learn how to be human again, learn how to be empathetic and live with one another, just to the extent that we see one another again, in all our fractured complexity and mixed motives and dogged hopes.

 

excerpted from "The Intelligence of Love"

Christian Century, February 25, 2021